WTF did I do?!?!?!

As I sit here in bed wrighting I'm woundering what I did so wrong raising my oldest son Zach???? I got fed up today and shut off his phone.This is the last thing I payed for with him.I took his car and now his phone,but now like always hes cussing me and telling me im not his mom and he doesn't want anything to do with me.I cry all the time over him i worry about him so mush I just need him to grow up and I dont know how do make him if hes got another family giving him whatever he wants these people are supposed to be getting him a car and now a phone WTF why do this for him he NEEDS A JOB!!!!!!! Come on parents do we not support each other and you know what no we dont were listening to the kids and the lies.I'm not going to pay his way and hold his hand anymore I had him a job at Briggs and he couldn't pass a drug test ARE YOU KIDDING ME do you know how many kids would LOVE for me to get them in a job like that with the money we make and the bennefits we got and the opportunities they offer? I'm handing you a GREAT JOB!!!! I dont understand he was not raised this way all joking aside Curtis and I work our ass off for all the BS we own I was happy in the 900sq house in the city lim of Benton we lived in but NO I want that IMAGE for my kids so weve got the big house and cars and toys and all the BS.But I would give it all up just to have my family back!!!! I know a lot of yall are having problems with your kids and i'm not the only one going though this but reall we as parents need to stick together. If you got a kid at your house just do me one favor call the parents to that kids they dont haft to know but there are 2 sides to every story!!!! This is to my one and only I LOVE YOU BABY BOY!!!! I'm still praying everynight we can get us back. Thanks everybody for reading and Good Night and Sweetdreams!!!!